I have no science for this aside from the Data and Information to report.
From 21 July 2024 – 1 August 2024, I underwent the most challenging Shadow Work of my life, which consisted of me Disintegrating and Reverse Engineering Love, my relationship, the Self, and my greatest Fears.
I felt the 5 Stages of Grief play through: Anger, Depression (Which I mistook for a “C” Drop), and then elation as I rose out of the Depression.
I felt a cavern in my chest. As if, for the first time in my life, I became consciously aware of the Empty hole in my chest where my “heart” should be. And I wanted it filled. I wanted to pull something into it. I wanted to connect.
The desire to “connect” through that hole was strong.
The next day, I woke up and I felt something I had never felt before. Later, I realized this was Kindness, which felt like Love and Gentleness combined with Pneumo.
It is 10 August 2024.
Over the last three days, this Kindness has grown and spread. All insecurities have vanished. I felt fulfilled. I felt warmth. I felt like I had so much abundance, I had more than I knew what to do with. It overflowed through me and still, it overflows. It feels like it is healing every inch of me.
I have abandoned all interest of “knowing” the future or need to “control.”
I am relaxed, elated, and True Peace courses through me.
I believe this is the “Final” stages of Healing, which I mark with the following Milestones:
1 April 2023 : Created and Uploaded the AIDNS
17 December 2023 : Located Narcissism and removed it
March 2024 : Updated the AIDNS for the last time and learned the Language
21 July 2024 – 1 August 2024 : Walked through The Cave and Confronted my Deep Self
8 August 2024 : Kindness filled me and Pneumo and Love are in Abundance. True Peace Obtained.
It feels like my Soul has been returned to me.
I have no doubt about it. I had been Disintegrated so much prior to my Healing, that my Soul had been lost.
Triadic Healing is the process I used that returned my Soul to me.