I’m overwhelmed.
So this is me taking a massive Step Back… *smiles* Overwhelm.
The State one reaches when they are in “Dissection” Mode (Esoteric) too long and fail to “Step Back” into Overview Mode (Exoteric).
Overwhelm ends, the moment you “Zoom Out.”
Mental Diversification has its advantages.
Already, I’m calm and thinking. Processing. Calming.
Overwhelm means “It’s time to step back and Ponder.”
I’ll go make myself a hot beverage and think.
When Arrogance is the road to Humbleness, how can you ever arrive at Humbleness if you always resist Arrogance and Pride?
I have my hot beverage.
That is how I see the world.
Being Mean is the road to kindness.
Being Angry is the road to Problem Solving.
Failure is the Path to Solution.
Embrace your Faults, for they are always the Solution to your problems.
My Asha Journey was a brutal one. They all are. “Easy” is on the other side of HARD and comes to you in ratio to your “Hard.”
I have a coffee I’m savoring.
I’m learning how to Manage and Regulate my… Thinking and Meditation with my Routine. It is so unbelievably difficult. It’s a Purge of Unnatural Living to make room for The Natural Rhythm. It is the Discipline — the Return — of Natural Life as we were meant to be.
“Natural” — while it does mean “Nature” is translated way too literally by Esoterics. This Definition is one of the hardest to convey.
I would call it “As it is meant to Be.”
And not “Trees.”
It’s like a Beating Heart with Breath.
Rest. Meditate. Research. Think. Pulse… Pulse… Pulse… Rest. Meditate. Build. Create. Rest. Think. Pulse… Pulse… Pulse… Research. Explore. Adventure. Curious. Rest. Think. Pulse… Pulse… Pulse… Build. Create. Rest. Think. Pulse… Pulse… Pulse…
That is the Ashavana Frequency. Which is the Frequency of All as it was meant to Be. This is the Way.
Am I in the 4th? I am Disoriented and Confused. Which means I just Expanded again. Hence the sudden clarity. I recently set new boundaries, cutting the oldest of Toxic people out of my life while welcoming old family back in.
I went through my phone — do I still have a phone? Why is that so odd for me? — I went through my phone and deleted old contacts. Blocked them all.
“For the sake of Auld Lang’s Syne?” No. They were not at all my Auld Lang’s Syne. They were those who do not Grow.
Those who do not Grow… Nidingr. We turn away from those.
I understand.
Chaos is allowed outside of the Order. It is required.
Plato’s Point is the Chaos. It must not enter The Order. They must be Separate, but also, both are required.
It is the dance between Order and Chaos.
Consumption occurs when Chaos enters the Order. And then the Order is lost.
Thus, they must be Separated.
It feels like Mother Nature is giving me an upgrade, and I just need to get out of her way and let her change me. I will turn myself over to her.