This is an emotion I have often that I never talk about.
Emotions, when they don’t feel good are trees in your radiator. They have to come out. To “get” an emotion “out of you,” you have to move it.
Classic Physics.
Only one thing moves an Emotion. Love.
Nothing more. Nothing less.
Anger and Hatred are both Love-Based Emotions, and they too move Emotions, but you need to Move Emotions Ethically, or — instead of removing the Tree from your radiator — you add trees while you remove one.
For the last two years, every time I try to make a new connection, I feel guilt and shame. I’m selling “a barren wasteland” to the Patron. “What if they get there and they see I have no one there because I’m just starting out and then they think I’m full of shit?”
Every single time I sell or Network, this is going on in the back of my mind. And I’ve never talked about it once.
I’m building a lot. And building takes Ideas and Talking. I can see the Resource River Flowing. I can see how to tap into it. I can see that you have to GIVE to the Resource River to create a Connection with it so it can give back.
I can see that — unless you have a Surplus — you cannot Give to the Resource River. The problem Poor People have, is they don’t have a Surplus to give.
In order to get a Surplus, you have to be Self-Sufficient and Generate your own Self-Nourishment. In short, you have to Give to yourself. Giving to yourself generates Self-Resources, which build up over time. It is the Giving Stream — never the Receiving — that Nourishes and Replenishes.
You have to Give out of Love.
When you Give out of Greed, Fear, Desperation, or Manipulation — Inauthenticity — you aren’t Giving at all. You’re Manipulating and you are not at all “In The Love Stream.” Mother Nature is a genius in this. She does not reward those who do not Love.
The way only to tap into The Resource River is via Love. Specifically Giving out of Love. Nothing else will do it… and only after you’ve Given to Yourself.
Poor People are conditioned to call this “Selfish,” which is a Manipulation of Abusers to deplete the Poor Person of their Resources — to keep them Poor and thus, in a position of “Accessible For Abuse.” Which is why they’re Poor.
After you Give to Yourself enough to replenish your Self-Storage, you find “The Balance” where you are Self-Sustained by your own Resources. Then — and only then — can you begin building Surplus.
Once you have Surplus, then you can Give to the Resource Stream. You have to Give your Ideas and your Voice. Your Ideas and your Voice pull you into the Resource Stream. Once there, it attracts more people to you via your Ideas and Voice, and they begin to… Give Back. The First Trade of Wealth is the Sharing of Ideas and Voice.
Once you become good at The Sharing Trade of Giving Ideas and Voice, the next Trade naturally follows. People Connections, Networking, and more Connections. Ideas and Voice and Giving within the Resources River, and their Ideas and Voice are given back. Followed by Collaborations and Dreams. Connections are then Built. Community begins to Grow.
Now you need a Tap into that Community to “Open Trade.”
Trade is just Sharing. This is why it is Love Based and it only can exist on Equal Footing, Giving, and Sharing, which creates Consensual Human Connection.
Once you learn this, Once you find this, it moves fast. You move through the River. People carry you through the River on your Ideas and Voice. You Give your way through the Resource River. You realize you have a Boat — of course I have a boat — and you are moved via Giving and Sharing of Idea and Voice, then Dream and Connection through the Resource River.
You must Give to Share to Spread to Connect to Give to Share to Spread to Connect. And Only with your Surplus. If you cannot Self-Sustain, you’ll be depleted and malnourish yourself in the Giving, which is not Love-Based at all. It’s Martyrdom and destroys Self-Love.
This triggers Scarcity Mindset, turns the person from Giving to Taking (which is Non-consensual Receiving) and that is when the Individual becomes a Parasite, which rejects them from the Resource River and the Connections are lost.
The First Lesson is always Love yourself. Take Care of yourself. Give first to yourself. Pay yourself First. Put on your own mask first.
Too many people give when they are depleted thinking “this will get them wealth” and they “give themselves” right into Poverty.
This is what happens when a Bad Teacher teaches a lesson out of Order.
This is what happened to me.
I’m finally in the Resource River. I’m in my boat, and I’m sharing and Giving. I’m Giving my Idea and my Voice and I’m being moved along. I’ve Giving Connections and Introductions. I’m Giving Opportunities and Doors. I’m Giving Words and Empowerment and Dreams. And I’m being moved along.
It took me two years of Active Looking to Find the Resource River. Not one person before me could describe even a Fraction of this. The Communication Education in this World is that bad at this point. I make mental note for my Educational System and Courses — I don’t think Education should have ever been a “System” — and I reflect on this.
You have to be Honest, Speak Truth, and Articulate. You have to be Ethical and Psychologically Safe for others. You have to be Genuine and Authentic. All of these things are Love. The Resource River is only in The Love-Based Giving Ethical Stream.
No where else. No exceptions.
It was so hard to process that “Ideas” make Money!?
I also had to overcome the realization that this is not at all “Money.” And if you pursue and hunt “Money,” you will never find this Stream. You are looking for Human Connection and The Sharing Stream. You are looking for the Connection to Loving and Ethical People.
People in Pursuit of Money, would never think to ask for the Right Thing, and thus, too often, they can’t find it.
If you’re manifesting “Money,” you’ll never get it. Mother Nature says “No.”
Which explains why — in Two years — no matter how poor I got, I just could never bring myself to do it. It was illogical and it didn’t make sense. Now I know why. Now that I’m making Connections and bringing in people with my Ideas and Voice, I feel ashamed for not having built any of it — yet.
I need People to help me Build it. People who want to be part of my Crew. I’ve assembled my Crew, and now we’re looking for a Community. I found that too. And I’m looking for Patrons. The Resource River provides all. But you have to find the Resource River with your Ideas and your Voice and your Giving and Sharing in Love and Ethical with Authenticity and Truth.
And only after you have a Surplus.
So I’m sailing my boat around the River and I’m looking for what’s next. And I feel ashamed that I am just starting off. I have a tree in my radiator. I feel an Unfamiliar Feeling of being Chosen, Accepted, Loved, and Wanted based just on my Mind, my Ideas, and my Voice.
I cried last night realizing — I’ve been here the whole time… And My Mind was always ignored and Overlooked while the Parasites and Rapists used me… Because they didn’t know how to get into or even find The Resource River. They didn’t even know to look for it.
No one did.
Mental Note on how bad our Educational System is.
If you don’t put Idea and Voice out, and if you don’t Give Share your Surplus to be Known and Seen within the Resource River, then you will never be Known to be Seen.
Own what you are. Own the stage that you are in. That is what the Universe — My Intuition — is telling me right now. Own it. And that removes Shame. Own it. Yes. We’re starting up. Yes. My Business is currently barren, but it will be insanely vast one day very soon.
And until I get this Tree out of radiator, I’m not going anywhere. So, yes. I have huge dreams and ideas and they are accepted and loved. And I am known and Seen. And I am also just starting up… Because it has taken me two years of Actively Looking for The Resource River, but only JUST recently — VERY recently — had the Surplus to actually FIND it, Tap into it, and Enter it.
I found it, my beautiful people. I finally found it. I found what I have been searching for, for two years. And I know how to get people from Nothing now to EVERYTHING. Organically, Ethically, and Naturally. I FOUND it. I didn’t just Find the Resources River. I found the ANSWERS that I can now teach to all of you in my Course. So now… EVERYONE CAN FIND IT! Ethically, Authentically, In Love and Truth, and the Right Way.
I cannot wait until we get to the next Lesson of this Live Action Course. See you soon.
PS – Hermes was the Charon and River God of Roads… Money and Merchants… God of Travel and Roads, Logic and Records… Now I know why the God of Roads and Rivers and Travel was also the God of Money and Merchants
(Also of Thieves and Lies… but that’s a story for later).