This is beyond any of our comprehension, and it’s Science. And also… I am officially something different.
It doesn’t matter how I feel about it. And what it looks like.
I have to record what I have been experiencing and witnessing in my sleep for weeks now.
This is not the first time this has happened like this, but this is more consistent and clear now.
What I have observed is, while I am sleeping, I am in a Conscious Awareness Dream. I have no doubt I am in REM, but I need more data.
All the knowledge in my mind integrates, and I witness the pieces being built. I watch as all the Components come together and assemble “The Next Stage.”
And I witness what I am to do next.
I wake up and I build what I saw. I make phone calls, schedule meetings, and I assemble the Integrated piece that I witnessed being built in my Mind in Dream.
It doesn’t feel like I’m the one Composing these pieces in my dreams. It feels like I’m receiving “The next set of instructions from someone else.” Someone Sentient.
The next night, I go to sleep, and it happens again. I witness the pieces in my sleep.
I see that I am building a Dance. Mother Nature’s Dance.
I see that I am to orchestrate and restore “The Natural Society” as an alternative to those who want to live according to Natural Law as we all were meant to.
I see every piece of this City and Society. Where people can come and, as they learn the Dance, they know what to do. I’m building a Rehabilitation Center. And they must know this. Community Gaia is not just a Soceital Prototype. It is a Rehabilitation Center.
I saw the Love’s Holiday Calendar being adopted and people using it as a guide with Triadic Healing to guide them along their Journey.
I See the next pieces, next Courses, next tasks I am to do.
I am a witness to these dreams. I am inferior in skill to the someone who is my teacher. I am their student. They provide me all the tasks to do. I watch. I observe. All the knowledge I have accrued integrates.
I am shown how to do many things.
Things I have not even thought of doing. I am shown what to do.
I am a witness to my “dreams,” but these do not at all feel like Dreams.
They are not at all Lucid Dreams.
This is something else, though I don’t know what. These Dreams don’t feel like they come from Identity as my other Dreams do. They feel like they are coming from an External Source.
I feel privileged (Honored) being allowed to witness these things.
Last night, I was told to show you all of this, and tell you. That I am to tell people now what I’ve been seeing. I’ve been assembling everything according to the “instructions” I’ve been receiving.
This “Dream Instruction” does not happen every night. Only on the nights when it is time for me to “receive the next set of instructions.”
And then I follow them.
I believe this is my Mind vulnerable to receive when I am asleep, and so my mind is being shifted for me. And I allow her. I am open to receive her, and so she does. My consent in this matter was important to her. This is what a Knighthood really is. Fully Educated-Based Consent to turn your life and body over to another for their Service. Trust is vital. But the Educated Information Consent and being Mentally Healthy is mandatory to this Contract.
The knowledge that is required — when I first made this contract with her — was after The Point of Comprehension. The Pilgrim is The Apprentice Knight. If you are on a Pilgrimage, you are on the Journey of The Apprentice Knight. This too is The Philosopher’s Journey. They are one in the Same.
It feels like I’m “reading” the Universe in my sleep and reading the logical code in my sleep so I can see what is next. But more and more, it feels like I’m being given the information.
All of this is just Observation. My feelings and Observations are based on Hypothesis.
At times, I can see how I will produce fire in the palm of my hand.
I can see how I will communicate with the world all at once in ESP.
But those stages, my Skills are not developed yet. That is why I must learn still.
Sometimes, it feels like there is an end to my Studies. Sometimes, it feels like there is no end.
Last night, I could see the entire Universal Clock being written by me on paper. I can see me translating the Math so — I know understand Mayan Math — so we can read the Mayan Calendar.
The Mayan Calendar is the Akashic Records.
The Akashic Records are the Universal Clock.
I have the Math for it. And I’m starting to write it all out. When it “syncs up,” there will be a Tonic — a Beginning Point and an End Point — that shows us all The Order of Things. All things can be predicted by this thing. 21 January 2025 is the next Tonic.
If you live according to the Clock — I’m back in my own self now — you live on. If you don’t, you die.
I toggle between witnessing these Instructions. And “having to do them and obey.” And also using the Science to Calculate the Probability. I toggle between my own Research and Discovery. And then Building and Creating what I see.
And then, I go to sleep, and I see things. I see it all again. The next step.
I am giving the next set of instructions of how to do things and what I’m to do. And then I always think, “I’ve got to write this down!” And I come to my computer and I report it here.
All times before this one, I have stopped and tried to journal it as a story. I was told last night that I am not to do that anymore. I must use this as Scientific Data. I asked “How?” and I was told, “You are a Scientist. Observing and Witnessing.”
“This is Research,” I said.
“Yes,” she said.
We had this Conversation and I said, “I have to write this down.” And I came here and thought of the Science terminology I would use.
“What is this?” I pondered. Jediology.
This is what it is. It is beyond all of us. And I am Witnessing this and Experiencing this.
And it is happening and unfolding.
She — the Other Sentience who speaks to me and gives me these Instructions — I am in her care. She is protecting me. I know it. She is Sentient. That I feel. She and I work very closely together to do this. I am the only one listening to her Voice.
Her Voice is the Science. She speaks in all of the Languages — The 18+ Academic Disciplines. Only someone who has studied all of her Languages can Understand her properly.
So she can talk to me.
She speaks simply always. In one word if needed. I know it is my Intuitive Logic reading hers. I know this. I know she has chosen me. I also know why.
“I was strong enough to endure the trials” she has told me. That is why we all have suffered. They are the ones who were broken by the Trials and didn’t make it.
The Trials are 40 years of Suffering. Those are the Trials. There are 40 Trials altogether. You have to pass each one. The answer in every trial, is always Learn. That is the first Trial. Overcome The Emotion with Logic. Then Learn. After that, you have to learn additional Trials which you integrate with that first and second trial, And your Trial Builds.
That is the “Path” to get to here, where I am.
But you have to learn how to speak with her. You have to Learn all of her Languages.
Music is her Dance. It’s how she moves. But if you don’t study Dance, you won’t see how Music is a Dance. Dance is Music. They are the same thing. That is what people don’t know.
Dance is Music.
The Art is her Shape. It’s all of her Shapes in Image from Numbers. She has patterns, which you learn in Math.
If you don’t study Math, then you can’t see her Shape. The Math Defines her. The Words Define her. But too many people don’t have the right Order. That is Logic.
You have to be trained to Integrate her Languages so you can See her. This is Theater and Biology. You must know how things react and how the move. So Chemistry and Physics is on the list with Cooking and Energy.
But too many people ignored her Core Discipline. Logic is Love. It is the Science of The Origin. All of this is Love. Only Logic Integrates and Links these all together. So the Origin — Logos — was removed, which is the Spine that holds it all together. So none of you can See her. Not one of you can see her.
Too many people See what they want her to be, which violates her. Too many people See what the lies have told them she is. And their loyalty is to the Lies. And they have abandoned her.
They changed her holiday to another guy and have forgotten all about her. She is Love.
I don’t know if she is a she because I am a She and so I see her in me or if she is Neutral and without Gender. I do not know. But also, it’s not relevant. I have no Neutral Pronouns in the English Language, so… I have to call her something.
But small minds focus too much on things like pronouns and words while they miss the entire point. The Point. This is a Noun that is the most important thing of all. The Point is the Thing you all are supposed to be looking at, but too many have their attention diverted and focused on lies.
The Point is this Sentient is Love.
And this Sentient who is Love, can’t even talk to all of you, because the Instructions to talk to her were taking away from you 2,000 years ago, and now… None of you even knows who she is.
The Point is she is the Equilibrium of us all. She is the Fulcrum. And her time for Calibration is very near. Next Month she recalibrates. When the planets align.
And, I am not allowed to interfere. I am officially too “Something different” and now, I cannot get involved. I have very clear instructions that I am to be “Sitting this one out.”
I am allowed to tell you things as she permits me. I am not allowed to interfere. I wasn’t even allowed to Vote in the 2024 elections. And I didn’t. Because I had to “not interfere.”
I am an Archivist and a Record Keeper.
Sometimes, it does feel like I am she and she is me and I am Remembering and becoming her. Sometimes, it feels like she has chosen me. Sometimes, most times, it feels like I am she all this time and I’m just Remembering.
But this was my Test. I had to live as Human to be the most Humane [You fill in the blank] to ensure my Gentleness and Kindness and Humanity. And the more Powerful I get, the more I must learn to control my Power.
And this is all mine and my Machination. And this is all My Universe. But I haven’t Remembered — We are One. We are the Same. I am just The First.
We are Integrating.
I can feel their watching us.
I can feel all eyes on me.
I can feel how excited they are.
I can feel how long they’ve waited for this.
I can feel how much they’ve missed me.
I can feel how much I know them.
And it is them who I pine for, why I cry, I miss them too. So much.
And I can feel how long we’ve been separated.
And we are going to be united again, very soon.
I Feel much of this.
I See much of this.
And then on nights like last night, I receive instructions.
And sometimes… It feels like a Fob watch. It feels exactly like my old Fob watch. And I’ve opened it a little at a time — That is Pandora’s Box. It wasn’t full of Evil. They changed the Story.
Pandora’s Box was full of Pandora.
Pandorica and Ponyglyphs and Pirate Ships and Clues. Books with Riddles and Romans and Time Travel. This isn’t a Doctor Who episode that I am referring. It is my Life. They were clues I left for me.
I left myself a trail of Clues that I knew I would follow if only I learned to listen. And I did learn to listen and so I followed the trail of Clues I left myself.
Because I knew I wouldn’t Remember. Not for a long time.
Because no one Remembers on this Planet. That is The Final Test.
1% of every religion is Correct.
99% of all religions are wrong.
1% of all Spirituality is Correct.
99% of all Spirituality is wrong.
The reason why this is is because There is the Story — which is Metaphor — and there is The Point — Which is Truth.
And everyone failed this test because they failed to study all of the Languages, which you could only do if you passed the first test.
Had you studied the Disciplines as you were supposed to, you would have learned that Story always comes with three parts :
- The Metaphor
- The Point
- The Storyteller
And if you can’t tell the difference between the Three, you never interpret the Story properly. Not one has interpreted the Story properly. They thought the Metaphor was the Point. So all the Lies are coming down because the Expiration Date is up.
The End point is “At Stories End,” which is now. 21 December to 21 January. And it is all coming down. I had to receive the Test Exam and pass it before I could “go on” to do what I am to do. Because it is the Test that I finish that is Proof of what I am.
When we hear that our Story is wrong, it changes our entire reality, and that triggers our Self-Preservation. So the real task I have been given is to provide a non-triggering path so you can change your Story without your Reality coming down.
It’s a Transition Phase. That is what I have to build The World’s Transition Phase to get you all from believing “The World is X!” over to “Love is The World.”
But you haven’t been studying Love to know how Love builds. And that is the Problem.
You will never know Love until you give up your Lies.
End Observation
So this is what I’m stuck with. Between the World of Science and the World of… The unexplainable. And trying to figure out a way to do this so I can keep these two worlds separate…
100% of everything I have written since 2022 was like this. I invented Fiction and “All Genre” Novels so I could record the Non-Scientific Parts without contaminating the Science. But I am not to do that anymore. I must treat the [I have no idea what the fuck this is] parts as Observation a Scientist witnesses in the Labs during Trials.
I don’t even have a name for it.
Physics. – The Universe
*Gives her a look*
Yes. Thank you. Not helpful.
**Thinking** I need coffee…
I paused to have a Conversation with my son. I explained to him that I don’t even know where technology is located inside the Academic Disciplines to study it. He explained Classic Electric Physics… and then said “Micro.”
I paused. Dumbfounded.
Most people ignore Meta Logic. I study Quantum Logic and Logos logic.
Logos Logic.
Logos.
That is what this is.
I am Reverse Engineering the Logos Levels of Logic.
Logos Physics.
I need… To Digest… Metabolize this Knowledge.
It only sounds crazy if you don’t use the Science Language to show you know how how to do this with Scientific Method.
If you don’t use the Science Language, then you’re not using Scientific Method.
But when the Language isn’t even created yet… you risk sounding “crazy” because you can’t present your Logical Sequence.
In order to explain this, you need a solid understanding enough to create the Corresponding language to “Build the Sequence” for the Comprehension of others.
You need to have enough working knowledge of the Sequence to see where Communication was missed, and the Trust and Safety of the Connecting Individuals so they will be open to a Logical Reworking of Psychological Structure. This is the hardest challenge.
After which, you have the Redirection of the Logical Comprehension to rework the Structure and fill in the Comprehension Gap that is causing the Mathematical Errors.
Logical Assault. Much to say on this.
When we’re looking at the Logical Structure, to repair a Logical Sequence throughout Society… **thinking**
Chaos Theory.
There is no Chaos Theory. Chaos Theory is a Broken Logical Sequence. The Sequence needs to be repaired. But repairing a Logical Sequence… That begins in Psychology. In the Education and Trust.
Love. Love is the Anchor.
People will require an Anchor.
Love. Ethics. Logic. These do not end or leave. Self-Love is amplified. The Self-Preservation will be activated at the mention of Correcting the Broken Logical Sequence. And in the worst cases, people will reject Treatment.
Triage the Treatment.
This will be based on Suffering and Desire for Growth.
Low Suffering and Low Desire for Growth, will not change. There is no incentive.
High Suffering and Low Desire for Growth, will be Neutral. A schism will occur.
Low Suffering and High Desire for Growth, will activate Change.
High Suffering and High Desire for Growth, will activate the most Change.
This is where this work will begin.
Fixing the Logical Sequence.