I am struggling with Rest Days. I’m in the 1st Ethic of the 7th Round. I’m feeling incompetent and too underqualified to do any of this work, which is very much 1st Ethic Symptoms. If I had any doubt of my being in the 1st Ethic of the 7th Round, today’s Doubts just confirmed this.
It’s the Humbling of the 1st. Putting you at the “Bottom” as if the Universe is “Cleaning your Slate” of all Arrogance to make sure you are ready for learning the next Round of 12.
I am at the Point of True Potential. I have 3 more Rounds of 12 to go to reach the next Milestone… and then, after that — I don’t know. I won’t know until I am at the 9th Round when I can See that far ahead again.
And so it begins again.
Education, Growth, and Learning all have a Rhythm, Stages, and process to it and this is Psychology. I mapped out the Triadic Healing Journey — the 1st 3 Rounds only and my Daughter saw it. I saw it. “That’s a lot,” she said.
I felt my heart sank. Here is the Map if you want to see it. Bottom line, it will not be a Journey for everyone. I don’t know if we all are supposed to be Ashavana or if only some of us are. I don’t know. Nor is it something anyone can decide for another. Deciding this violates the Freedom of All.
So I have to just put it out there and let you all decide on your own. How far you choose to take this Journey is up to you. It has to be.
Cheaters and Fools and Arrogants are now very easily spotted, known, measured, and seen. And as we train people to recognize an Arrogant from a Teacher, they’ll be able to protect themselves.
The 1st of The 7th… I need to sit with this. This one is hitting me deeper than all the other 1st Ethics I’ve experienced… or at least, that I can remember. It’s Humbling. And I wanted this. It’s pushing me down low, which is very good. The Compression of the 1st and 7th are two stages I value so very greatly.
Things truly are settling in and everything is getting cozier. The Team is strong, ethical, solid, and wise.
I feel the presence of a “Philosopher’s Fountain” or “The Cave of Contemplation.” I’m learning how to move smoothly between these two places, plus “The Masterclass Wisdom Hall.”
And — of course — I have my Playground.
3 within 3.
9 Total. And I finally found The Rhythm and the Balance. My writing and Masterclasses allow me to move between all of my needs.
Love, Wealth, Truth
Input, Output, Regulator
Truth, Freedom, Nourishment
Play/Discover, Rest/Learn, Create/Grow
The Ashavana School.
A Hybrid Model for Teens.
That is what we need.
The Hybrid Model for Teens is what was bothering me. I know why. You can’t transfer them “cold turkey” to a new system. It will shock their System. They need a Gentle Transfer.
The Student has to choose. The Teacher will be relieved and trained while being Nourished back to health. And then they can choose a “redo” on life.
The 1st Ethic has a way of making you feel… Inadequate at everything. Which is a reminder how and why so many people who are stuck in the 1st Ethic feel this way. May we all always remember the Discouragement and Despair of the 1st Ethic.
And how much it prepares us for the Foundation of the Journey ahead.