So, I’m officially outside of my Comfort Zone.
Immediately, I “pulled the plug” from an Old Logical Fallacy : “No one chooses me.”
I dug out that old thinking and I’m working through that mending and Nourishment as my New If/Then Clause settles into place. “My People always Choose Me when I used Discernment Properly.”
And that is “shaking loose” Topics that have been “sitting stale” in me for decades. They are now Surfacing as is the way of Healing.
This has allowed me the ability to brush off the overgrown foliage of the Right Opportunity Door for me, and I found “The Golden Path” through that I had been looking for.
Instantly — Five Steps In — and I’m in New Territory.
Now… I’m a Tank. I am a Level 73 of Fortified “Rogue, Healer / Bard, Spy” Chaotic Good with a streak of solid Ethical Debauchery.
I know how to move and dance through New Territory like Butter on a hot day.
And I’m struggling with “The Unfamiliar” of New Territory.
There is very clearly “Mental Trauma” and “Mental Challenge” and they are NOT the same thing.
I also can feel the old and healed “program” of Trauma Response lingering in the back.
“X” activated Awareness.
Subconscious Mind raised it’s head.
“It looked at the Trauma Response and said, “Invalid.”
Pause…
“Well now what do we do?” The Subconscious Mind asked Conscious Awareness.
“I don’t know!” I said. Excited. Amused. Passionate. AN ADVENTURE!
I looked down at my Situation.
I was in… UNFAMILIAR TERRITORY.
I haven’t been in Unfamiliar Territory… In a LONG TIME…
“So THIS is what the rest of the World must be Feeling!” Fascinating!
“SO now what do we do!?” The Subconscious Mind asked again.
“I don’t know!”
I looked at the crusty old door behind me. It was rusted and grown over. I stood on Stepping Stones. I looked out at all the Possibilities ahead. And I… Calculated.
Based on this trajection, I can build Stones as fast as I dream and I can run with them, building the path as fast as I Dream… All I have to do is want and Wish.
But I’m Mastering this Skill — It’s Alchemy — and then… I’ll Fly.
I can see Flying.
First things first, I said…
Another Download. I understood.
“Story is the only thing that can Survive here. Only Make-Believe and Imagination beyond this point. Only Imagination can keep up with Dreams.”
Back to the Moment.
There is Download Points where I can Calculate new Data in a flash.
There is the Future Point of Dreaming.
There is the Moment of Now.
And they move FAST.
You just have to Synchronize and keep up… This is what the Mind is for. This is what the Mind can do.
Mental Trauma is not good enough. We are mistaking Mental Trauma for Mental Challenges and we can’t tell the Differences.
We need to fix this NOW.
I messaged my Psychology Team. I need to record this on YouTube again. It’s all coming back to me now. How and Why I did this.
I just found a way out of the Cave I was in.
Fear of Impending Prejudice = Often Mistaken as “Guilt” … The Feeling of being Judged before their Listening and Receiving your Story. Pre-Justice… But it’s not “Justice.” It’s Judgement without Justice.
Justice is Listening to Story and Logic in the Right Order and Sequence to determine the Ethics or Unethics of another.
Shame = The Feeling of “Filth” and Sewage on the Skin. The Feeling of wearing “Unethics” on the Skin.
True Guilt = The Feeling of your own Ethical Violation of your own Ethics prior to your Submitting to Humble Submission to Learn the 7th Ethic.